Chapter 1.
Nerrad the troll, had a heart half whole
In a place in sun, his dreaming begun
Of a time not confused, he pondered amused
Where there was healing, and secrets lost revealing
Memories found, from long underground
Of music and flowers, and other powers
Of peace and of love, and of stars high above
Of worlds and of time, these were things in his mind
He opened his eyes, and released deep sighs
For none could he see, in the place that he be
How could he create, these things imagined so great
He was only a troll, with a heart half whole
Inspiration suggested, or had he just guessed
To just be the troll, with a heart that is whole
To live and be strong, and accept the wrong
To forgive and agree, that others can be
On their road of shame, or a path without blame
To love those with loss, who were hurt and were cross
Those with minds that worry, and with hearts that are sorry
As he laughed he sat, and contemplated just that
The world he see, is the world that be
As energy flows, where attention goes
So the power of him, comes from within
And now is the time, he made up his mind
He sat whittling a stick, as his mind and heart tick
In a time of charade, and other games played
And things unmention, he adjusted intention
Illusion you see, is just that all this can be
Nerrad the troll, now had a heart that is whole
In a place in sun, his dreaming begun
Of a time not confused, he pondered amused
Where there was healing, and secrets lost revealing
Memories found, from long underground
Of music and flowers, and other powers
Of peace and of love, and of stars high above
Of worlds and of time, these were things in his mind
He opened his eyes, and released deep sighs
For none could he see, in the place that he be
How could he create, these things imagined so great
He was only a troll, with a heart half whole
Inspiration suggested, or had he just guessed
To just be the troll, with a heart that is whole
To live and be strong, and accept the wrong
To forgive and agree, that others can be
On their road of shame, or a path without blame
To love those with loss, who were hurt and were cross
Those with minds that worry, and with hearts that are sorry
As he laughed he sat, and contemplated just that
The world he see, is the world that be
As energy flows, where attention goes
So the power of him, comes from within
And now is the time, he made up his mind
He sat whittling a stick, as his mind and heart tick
In a time of charade, and other games played
And things unmention, he adjusted intention
Illusion you see, is just that all this can be
Nerrad the troll, now had a heart that is whole
Chapter 2.
Now, Nerrad the troll, had a vision to stroll
So he packed a great lunch, and followed his hunch
Through Forrest path, and meadows of tall grass
Under Oak tree to be and rest, he sat alone to ponder this quest
Shut the sun from eyes, and dreamed paradise
There were tall buildings in places, and many pretty faces
Toys and games for all, food and drink at a call
This place must be best, he thought as he woke from his rest
On past the brook, he stared back one last look
He'd be leaving behind, all nature so kind
In his imagination, was the city he's craving
He had heard there was man, with knowledge and plan
In his whole heart, he desired a part
As he continued his traveling, his mind was unraveling
Just as the sun begun rest, he reached the place he thought best
Arrived at edge of the town, his furrow started to frown
Where were all the trees, the flowers and the bees
Upward and forward, and onwards toward it
His chest gave a small heave, this air here hard to breathe
His mind raced to excite, with the noise colour and sight
In this best place, could belong his keen face
Oh but his belly did grumble, as down alley he stumble
No berries to eat, no grass underfeet
Where could this strange beast, gather his feast
He looked in town stream, no fish it was green
Glancing up to the skies, chemtrails brought tears to his eyes
Why was the place he thought best, posioned and a mess
Hungry and cold, he struggled on bold
Alone and ignored, lost and abhored
Nerred started to detest, the place he thought best
Then he was befriended, and thought his trouble had ended
This man his new friend, offered potions to pretend
With a smoke and a swallow, he forgot all his sorrow
His mind was now crazed, but his heart wasn't phazed
For the city did hold, dreams unheard and untold
With no language to share, or place to prepare
Nerrad the troll, was loosing his soul
Where was only friend, with potion pretend
Now of desperate mind, was needing to find
Today not tomorrow, to forget all his sorrow
Shuffling around, in dark part of town
Was friend with the potion, to cease this sick motion
But friend so it seemed, had turned bitter and mean
He was giving no more, not to sick not to sore
From Nerrads pocket he gave, precious stone found from cave
The shuffler now pleased ,offer potions that eased
The colours all changed, and the noise re arranged
The city this night, was once again a delight
So he packed a great lunch, and followed his hunch
Through Forrest path, and meadows of tall grass
Under Oak tree to be and rest, he sat alone to ponder this quest
Shut the sun from eyes, and dreamed paradise
There were tall buildings in places, and many pretty faces
Toys and games for all, food and drink at a call
This place must be best, he thought as he woke from his rest
On past the brook, he stared back one last look
He'd be leaving behind, all nature so kind
In his imagination, was the city he's craving
He had heard there was man, with knowledge and plan
In his whole heart, he desired a part
As he continued his traveling, his mind was unraveling
Just as the sun begun rest, he reached the place he thought best
Arrived at edge of the town, his furrow started to frown
Where were all the trees, the flowers and the bees
Upward and forward, and onwards toward it
His chest gave a small heave, this air here hard to breathe
His mind raced to excite, with the noise colour and sight
In this best place, could belong his keen face
Oh but his belly did grumble, as down alley he stumble
No berries to eat, no grass underfeet
Where could this strange beast, gather his feast
He looked in town stream, no fish it was green
Glancing up to the skies, chemtrails brought tears to his eyes
Why was the place he thought best, posioned and a mess
Hungry and cold, he struggled on bold
Alone and ignored, lost and abhored
Nerred started to detest, the place he thought best
Then he was befriended, and thought his trouble had ended
This man his new friend, offered potions to pretend
With a smoke and a swallow, he forgot all his sorrow
His mind was now crazed, but his heart wasn't phazed
For the city did hold, dreams unheard and untold
With no language to share, or place to prepare
Nerrad the troll, was loosing his soul
Where was only friend, with potion pretend
Now of desperate mind, was needing to find
Today not tomorrow, to forget all his sorrow
Shuffling around, in dark part of town
Was friend with the potion, to cease this sick motion
But friend so it seemed, had turned bitter and mean
He was giving no more, not to sick not to sore
From Nerrads pocket he gave, precious stone found from cave
The shuffler now pleased ,offer potions that eased
The colours all changed, and the noise re arranged
The city this night, was once again a delight
Chapter 3.
His troll half heart, had blown apart
The city it seems, has corrupted his dreams
Adventure spirit splattered, and his new world shattered
Had Nerrad the troll, lost all control
Then he spied with good eye, beautiful butterfly
With wings spread as it soared, elegant and adored
Full flight fancy free, willing to just be
Nerrad the troll, got up on worn sole
On uneasy feet, he heard butterfly speak
"Young troll you look poor" said winged one adored
" I too have been down, just a slug on the ground"
" I never looked skyward, and struggled to move forward"
"But this too will pass" she said on perch of grass
"Now look" she said proud, and flew as wings allowed
She giggled and fluttered, up high when troll stuttered
"Why can't it be me who flies fancy free"
"Oh you will when you're chillin, and heal what's illin"
With harmonious ring, did butterfly sing
And grays turned to yella, and all spectrum of colours
Nerrad was feeling himself begin healing
With his mind reeling right, from his has hands he saw light
With new found energy, and appetite for discovery
In delight he sighed, at third eye he pried
Rising from below, Stepping through shadow
Amongst the city pollution, he sensed familiar transmutation
Grounded aligned, balanced in body and mind
The troll called Nerrad, remembered something sacred
Everything we know and see, is just vibrations of frequency
So why anger worry or fear, things that may or may not be there
On bottom sat for little rest, Nerrad place hands upon his chest
And lifted rock of grief, universe answered immediate relief
Like breathing for the first time, Nerrad felt more than fine.
Butterfly returned a grin, let it begin, begin
The city it seems, has corrupted his dreams
Adventure spirit splattered, and his new world shattered
Had Nerrad the troll, lost all control
Then he spied with good eye, beautiful butterfly
With wings spread as it soared, elegant and adored
Full flight fancy free, willing to just be
Nerrad the troll, got up on worn sole
On uneasy feet, he heard butterfly speak
"Young troll you look poor" said winged one adored
" I too have been down, just a slug on the ground"
" I never looked skyward, and struggled to move forward"
"But this too will pass" she said on perch of grass
"Now look" she said proud, and flew as wings allowed
She giggled and fluttered, up high when troll stuttered
"Why can't it be me who flies fancy free"
"Oh you will when you're chillin, and heal what's illin"
With harmonious ring, did butterfly sing
And grays turned to yella, and all spectrum of colours
Nerrad was feeling himself begin healing
With his mind reeling right, from his has hands he saw light
With new found energy, and appetite for discovery
In delight he sighed, at third eye he pried
Rising from below, Stepping through shadow
Amongst the city pollution, he sensed familiar transmutation
Grounded aligned, balanced in body and mind
The troll called Nerrad, remembered something sacred
Everything we know and see, is just vibrations of frequency
So why anger worry or fear, things that may or may not be there
On bottom sat for little rest, Nerrad place hands upon his chest
And lifted rock of grief, universe answered immediate relief
Like breathing for the first time, Nerrad felt more than fine.
Butterfly returned a grin, let it begin, begin
Chapter 4.
Yar the Ogre, is a simple fella
He loved to yack, but cared little for fact
The truth was no burden, when Yar started hurdlin’
Through nonsense and rubbish, and stuff best unpublish
Conversation competition, vocal drone repetition
Repeat gossip as true, he’s done it all better than you
Yar has to engage, and dominate stage
And he bore and bore, and bore some more
Yar keen to impress, knew not of speech rest
“Oh Yar please stop!” Nerrad had more than his lot
Just as Nerrad neared, pulling clumps of own hair
The adored butterfly, with song, he did spy
Remembering harmony, and peace bringing melody
Nerrad the troll, practiced self control
In this contemplation, Nerrad changed situation
Deciding it best, to avoid anger stress
Nerrads healing eyes, found Yars soul deep inside
And learnt of frustration, in Yars education
Considered plight, Yar did not read or write
No pen put to paper, to refer to at later
No symbol or word, all knowledge learnt heard
A creature of habit, that is why Yar would rabbit
On and on about things, that entertained only him
And show no restrain, from conversations that drain
In Ogre Nerrad see, some fine quality
He was loyal and keen, and seldom mean
He was never lazy, but made Nerrad crazy
Although lack of charm, Yar meant no one no harm
This simple fool, had taken Nerrad to school
Of a difficult fashion. To lesson — compassion
Tolerance of another, be ogre, be troll, or other
Now when Yar rabbits on, Nerrad hums butterfly's sweet song
He loved to yack, but cared little for fact
The truth was no burden, when Yar started hurdlin’
Through nonsense and rubbish, and stuff best unpublish
Conversation competition, vocal drone repetition
Repeat gossip as true, he’s done it all better than you
Yar has to engage, and dominate stage
And he bore and bore, and bore some more
Yar keen to impress, knew not of speech rest
“Oh Yar please stop!” Nerrad had more than his lot
Just as Nerrad neared, pulling clumps of own hair
The adored butterfly, with song, he did spy
Remembering harmony, and peace bringing melody
Nerrad the troll, practiced self control
In this contemplation, Nerrad changed situation
Deciding it best, to avoid anger stress
Nerrads healing eyes, found Yars soul deep inside
And learnt of frustration, in Yars education
Considered plight, Yar did not read or write
No pen put to paper, to refer to at later
No symbol or word, all knowledge learnt heard
A creature of habit, that is why Yar would rabbit
On and on about things, that entertained only him
And show no restrain, from conversations that drain
In Ogre Nerrad see, some fine quality
He was loyal and keen, and seldom mean
He was never lazy, but made Nerrad crazy
Although lack of charm, Yar meant no one no harm
This simple fool, had taken Nerrad to school
Of a difficult fashion. To lesson — compassion
Tolerance of another, be ogre, be troll, or other
Now when Yar rabbits on, Nerrad hums butterfly's sweet song
Chapter 5.
To have city dwelling, Nerrads time needed selling
In this modern age, exchange life for a wage
Through door of the factory, employed equals currency
Hi Ho Hi Ho, off to do their work he’d go
Full card time docket, reflected jingle in pocket
Nerrad worked with the moon, and through past noon
Shift from night to day, for small pouch of pay
Factory never shut, head down, other end up
He lost track of years, and sweat blood and tears
He worked like crazy, feared being thought lazy
Fingers to bone, a slave to the zone
Trading his health, for minimum wealth
Pondering why, as life slipped on by
Then to his surprise, he couldn’t survive
The downsizing plan, from the upscale man
No use anymore, thrown out factory door
Feeling frustrated, and unappreciated
The panic and stress, heaved heavy in chest
Worthless and useless, past efforts fruitless
He looked in pocket and sack, but had none to buy it back
The life he invested in factory detested
All those sunrises missed, for some coin in the fist
Running uphill, to hit sudden standstill
Time misdirected, to wind up rejected
With no work there’s no meal, how could Nerrad heal
No fortune no fame, just days full of shame
Butterfly did appear, and kicked Nerrads rear
Reminding that, to work is cow pat
Why make others rich, as you grumble and bitch
For stuff unneeded, if your life is receded
In this modern age, exchange life for a wage
Through door of the factory, employed equals currency
Hi Ho Hi Ho, off to do their work he’d go
Full card time docket, reflected jingle in pocket
Nerrad worked with the moon, and through past noon
Shift from night to day, for small pouch of pay
Factory never shut, head down, other end up
He lost track of years, and sweat blood and tears
He worked like crazy, feared being thought lazy
Fingers to bone, a slave to the zone
Trading his health, for minimum wealth
Pondering why, as life slipped on by
Then to his surprise, he couldn’t survive
The downsizing plan, from the upscale man
No use anymore, thrown out factory door
Feeling frustrated, and unappreciated
The panic and stress, heaved heavy in chest
Worthless and useless, past efforts fruitless
He looked in pocket and sack, but had none to buy it back
The life he invested in factory detested
All those sunrises missed, for some coin in the fist
Running uphill, to hit sudden standstill
Time misdirected, to wind up rejected
With no work there’s no meal, how could Nerrad heal
No fortune no fame, just days full of shame
Butterfly did appear, and kicked Nerrads rear
Reminding that, to work is cow pat
Why make others rich, as you grumble and bitch
For stuff unneeded, if your life is receded
Chapter 6.
Nerrad had found, A desire to make sound
Not just any old noise, but music that annoys
That is fast and loud, powerful and proud
With poems of songs, he’d thrash along
On electric guitar, with amp turned up far
Pick scrapes and feedback, a sonic attack
In this release of energy, Nerrad found his identity
Inspire by the D.Ks and CrAss, the Pistols and Clash
Alice Donut and Jello, D.O.A., Nomeansno
Nofx and Ramones, Bad Brains and Two Tone
Maximum Rock N Roll, excited the troll
Three chords and passion, he created own fashion
From army boots and jackets, safety pins, studs and patches
Studs in his ear, and bright orange hair
With Mohawk spiked up, he was feeling great but…
Closed minds can’t agree, with this expression that’s free
They scoffed and reprimanded, cease that threat they demanded
With insults sticks and stones, beatings that broke bones
For looking colourfully satisfied, his identity now denied
The abuse took it’s toll, on Nerrad the troll
To appease the norm, he tried hard to conform
Creativity expressed, to be forever suppressed
The cruel and the mean, destroyed his self esteem
It was their bigotry, that had threatened he
With limitations imposed, ideas and beliefs opposed
That inhibit creativity, engender revenge and cruelty
Cause and effect, reward or debt
Nerrad thought deciding, he had done enough hiding
Now was the hour, the moment of power
To be in the present, release this resentment
Awareness and intention, bring past back for correction
This moment he’s free, healing history
Love increases, as judgment decreases
Like a super stellar star, Nerrad again played guitar
Not just any old noise, but music that annoys
That is fast and loud, powerful and proud
With poems of songs, he’d thrash along
On electric guitar, with amp turned up far
Pick scrapes and feedback, a sonic attack
In this release of energy, Nerrad found his identity
Inspire by the D.Ks and CrAss, the Pistols and Clash
Alice Donut and Jello, D.O.A., Nomeansno
Nofx and Ramones, Bad Brains and Two Tone
Maximum Rock N Roll, excited the troll
Three chords and passion, he created own fashion
From army boots and jackets, safety pins, studs and patches
Studs in his ear, and bright orange hair
With Mohawk spiked up, he was feeling great but…
Closed minds can’t agree, with this expression that’s free
They scoffed and reprimanded, cease that threat they demanded
With insults sticks and stones, beatings that broke bones
For looking colourfully satisfied, his identity now denied
The abuse took it’s toll, on Nerrad the troll
To appease the norm, he tried hard to conform
Creativity expressed, to be forever suppressed
The cruel and the mean, destroyed his self esteem
It was their bigotry, that had threatened he
With limitations imposed, ideas and beliefs opposed
That inhibit creativity, engender revenge and cruelty
Cause and effect, reward or debt
Nerrad thought deciding, he had done enough hiding
Now was the hour, the moment of power
To be in the present, release this resentment
Awareness and intention, bring past back for correction
This moment he’s free, healing history
Love increases, as judgment decreases
Like a super stellar star, Nerrad again played guitar
Chapter 7.
Nerrad the troll, had lost contact with his soul
His life it did slip, his mind did it flip
Stressed beyond belief, attempted final relief
Rope hung from walnut tree, poison potions in his belly
But it was a visit to the ocean, that deemed more fatal than rope or potion
That cold winter night, Nerrad gave up the fight
Hypothermic he collapsed on the beach,
- intentionally placing his life out of reach
The unbearable negative took it’s toll, and the breathe out of Nerrad the troll
There was a chance to judge himself, with direct connection to higher-self
Then LOVE LIGHT breathed him in, removed from this planet and Solar system
Away from fear, doubt and confusion, beyond the human illusion
The light source revealed and Nerrad did see,
- the Earth connected by grid of energy
Every soul beautiful and elegant, every soul exotic and magnificent
In our essence, our core, consciousness absolute pure
Velvet sonic booms broke, as the great light spoke
“Remember this and never forget, you save redeem and heal yourself”
“You always did and always will”, Nerrad understood all things possible
Then through tunnel rocketed he, past super clusters of galaxies
It’s full splendor he did see, forever beyond infinity
Expanding his consciousness, ancient wisdom he did witness
Without end without beginning, stillness silence beyond perception
Endless and void simultaneously, ALL possibility
Less than nothing, more than everything
Now Nerrad could fathom, the space between atoms
It’s the universe centre, the light helped him remember
Black holes are processing energy, the universe’s recycling team
Everything is made of light, trees, mountains, planets galactic satellites
Evolving individual consciousness, we are beings truly blessed
Nerrad asked “What is Hell?”, ”Oh please light, do tell”
“Hell is souls trapped in misery, ignorance and grief and those who be
In darkness of not knowing, but all have a little star glowing”
“There is always light, and here is another insight
We all have the power, every second, minute, hour
To create as we explore”, said the light source so pure
Then with a kiss to the soul, awoke Nerrad the troll
To his body returned, with soul lessons learned
Alive on the beach, recalling lights speech
With love he was seeing, one and all are light beings
His life it did slip, his mind did it flip
Stressed beyond belief, attempted final relief
Rope hung from walnut tree, poison potions in his belly
But it was a visit to the ocean, that deemed more fatal than rope or potion
That cold winter night, Nerrad gave up the fight
Hypothermic he collapsed on the beach,
- intentionally placing his life out of reach
The unbearable negative took it’s toll, and the breathe out of Nerrad the troll
There was a chance to judge himself, with direct connection to higher-self
Then LOVE LIGHT breathed him in, removed from this planet and Solar system
Away from fear, doubt and confusion, beyond the human illusion
The light source revealed and Nerrad did see,
- the Earth connected by grid of energy
Every soul beautiful and elegant, every soul exotic and magnificent
In our essence, our core, consciousness absolute pure
Velvet sonic booms broke, as the great light spoke
“Remember this and never forget, you save redeem and heal yourself”
“You always did and always will”, Nerrad understood all things possible
Then through tunnel rocketed he, past super clusters of galaxies
It’s full splendor he did see, forever beyond infinity
Expanding his consciousness, ancient wisdom he did witness
Without end without beginning, stillness silence beyond perception
Endless and void simultaneously, ALL possibility
Less than nothing, more than everything
Now Nerrad could fathom, the space between atoms
It’s the universe centre, the light helped him remember
Black holes are processing energy, the universe’s recycling team
Everything is made of light, trees, mountains, planets galactic satellites
Evolving individual consciousness, we are beings truly blessed
Nerrad asked “What is Hell?”, ”Oh please light, do tell”
“Hell is souls trapped in misery, ignorance and grief and those who be
In darkness of not knowing, but all have a little star glowing”
“There is always light, and here is another insight
We all have the power, every second, minute, hour
To create as we explore”, said the light source so pure
Then with a kiss to the soul, awoke Nerrad the troll
To his body returned, with soul lessons learned
Alive on the beach, recalling lights speech
With love he was seeing, one and all are light beings
Chapter 8.
Nerrad alone Mothers Day, she knew she loved him in an old fashioned way
Working class woman with dignity, she only wanted family
Tarred by brush of indigo, beat different drum never slow
A beautiful baby with long eyelashes, speech impaired created lots of clashes
Nurses book said “Difficult to manage.”
- He was a child never meant any damage
He knows she tried to do what’s best, Nerrad it seems would always test
They were simple times made complicated, by her child troll family frustrated
So, off Nerrad went on holiday, alone in the big house on the hill he would stay
With his little slippers and his dressing gown,
- and his teddy bear with the hairpiece she had found
When he returned so did the challenge,
- to doctor he went to subdue the rebellion
Medicated still wasn’t enough, expects introduced a method tough love
Disciplined with Jam spoon strap and belt,
- and the jug cord that made back of legs welt
But they never hurt as much as the longing,
- the little trolls pain come from not belonging
Away he ran into the night , lost and confused not knowing what is right
He was found and returned back to family,
- Mother offered a cuddle he rejected her, regrettably
Outside he live in own caravan,
- ostracized from the tribe but still on tribe land
One night the devil paid Nerrad a call, the caravan fire trapped frightened troll
Mother risked to rescue him, but instead of comfort there was discipline
Nerrad left very soon after, Into the world to learn trade or craft there
He held some fond memory , the OP shopping was fun just mother and me
She was skilled in the craft of wool and cotton,
- A very fine lace knitter he hadn’t forgotten
Many moons later he was called back to the nest,
- she was very ill and had one last request
She wanted Nerrad to guide her estate,
- They signed legal paper not three days too late
At rest now he tried to honor her will,
- But judgment from law man changed her words unsuitable
Nerrad had failed her in life and failed her after,
Mothers Day alone Nerrad had found love for his mother.
Working class woman with dignity, she only wanted family
Tarred by brush of indigo, beat different drum never slow
A beautiful baby with long eyelashes, speech impaired created lots of clashes
Nurses book said “Difficult to manage.”
- He was a child never meant any damage
He knows she tried to do what’s best, Nerrad it seems would always test
They were simple times made complicated, by her child troll family frustrated
So, off Nerrad went on holiday, alone in the big house on the hill he would stay
With his little slippers and his dressing gown,
- and his teddy bear with the hairpiece she had found
When he returned so did the challenge,
- to doctor he went to subdue the rebellion
Medicated still wasn’t enough, expects introduced a method tough love
Disciplined with Jam spoon strap and belt,
- and the jug cord that made back of legs welt
But they never hurt as much as the longing,
- the little trolls pain come from not belonging
Away he ran into the night , lost and confused not knowing what is right
He was found and returned back to family,
- Mother offered a cuddle he rejected her, regrettably
Outside he live in own caravan,
- ostracized from the tribe but still on tribe land
One night the devil paid Nerrad a call, the caravan fire trapped frightened troll
Mother risked to rescue him, but instead of comfort there was discipline
Nerrad left very soon after, Into the world to learn trade or craft there
He held some fond memory , the OP shopping was fun just mother and me
She was skilled in the craft of wool and cotton,
- A very fine lace knitter he hadn’t forgotten
Many moons later he was called back to the nest,
- she was very ill and had one last request
She wanted Nerrad to guide her estate,
- They signed legal paper not three days too late
At rest now he tried to honor her will,
- But judgment from law man changed her words unsuitable
Nerrad had failed her in life and failed her after,
Mothers Day alone Nerrad had found love for his mother.
Chapter 9.
Nerrad sat dreaming one afternoon,
imagination wandered to thoughts of the moon
That freak of nature with no atmosphere,
No magnetic field going down up there
One face can be seen but not the dark side,
What secrets does this giant satellite hide
Moon rocks have been dated a billion years older,
Than the rocks found on Earth and legends have told ya
Of the moon being hollow and rolled across the sky,
Like an egg without yolk positioned in orbit up high.
Then the Earth turned over with great cataclysm,
Effecting female cycles and tidal systems
Chariots of the Gods and Goddesses
Only 13,000 years in Earths orbit science suggests
Mars collided with Earth is the “Big Whack” theory,
A phenomenon held by Earths weak gravity
But Earth’s full of Iron and the Moon has a light smother,
Would suggest they came into being very far from each other
Inserted with accuracy like a watch made by Swiss,
Megalithic monuments, Stonehenge relates to this.
The Moon is 400 times smaller than the Sun,
Yet a Solar eclipse blocks it out perfectly, how come?
Must mean the Moon is 400 times closer,
To be the same size as the Sun, a mathematical poser.
Mysteries of the Maria and the Mascons’,
Is the Roman goddess Luna home to the python?
Perfect every time at Solstices and Equinoxes,
The Moon rung like a bell when vehicles were dropped from the rockets
It seems then it’s hollow like the “Death Star” from “Star Wars”,
Inside out with refractory armor resistant to meteors
This romanticized vision that through the night beams
Could there be more to the Moon, more than it seems?
Nerrad scratched his head as he slowly awoke,
Who’d ever thought of the Moon as an egg without yolk?
imagination wandered to thoughts of the moon
That freak of nature with no atmosphere,
No magnetic field going down up there
One face can be seen but not the dark side,
What secrets does this giant satellite hide
Moon rocks have been dated a billion years older,
Than the rocks found on Earth and legends have told ya
Of the moon being hollow and rolled across the sky,
Like an egg without yolk positioned in orbit up high.
Then the Earth turned over with great cataclysm,
Effecting female cycles and tidal systems
Chariots of the Gods and Goddesses
Only 13,000 years in Earths orbit science suggests
Mars collided with Earth is the “Big Whack” theory,
A phenomenon held by Earths weak gravity
But Earth’s full of Iron and the Moon has a light smother,
Would suggest they came into being very far from each other
Inserted with accuracy like a watch made by Swiss,
Megalithic monuments, Stonehenge relates to this.
The Moon is 400 times smaller than the Sun,
Yet a Solar eclipse blocks it out perfectly, how come?
Must mean the Moon is 400 times closer,
To be the same size as the Sun, a mathematical poser.
Mysteries of the Maria and the Mascons’,
Is the Roman goddess Luna home to the python?
Perfect every time at Solstices and Equinoxes,
The Moon rung like a bell when vehicles were dropped from the rockets
It seems then it’s hollow like the “Death Star” from “Star Wars”,
Inside out with refractory armor resistant to meteors
This romanticized vision that through the night beams
Could there be more to the Moon, more than it seems?
Nerrad scratched his head as he slowly awoke,
Who’d ever thought of the Moon as an egg without yolk?
Chapter 10.
With urge to stroll, set out Nerrad the troll
His odd reggae boots and a pack full of fruits
He had heard playing with elemental, could prove detrimental
That cat like curiosity, for himself he had to see
Humming as hiking, glad he’d bought pipe with him
Smoking along, with patchwork song
Off the path, lit by moon, he heard laugh then echo tune
Then, dart from the sky. Swooped Dragonfly
A silver trail and proud, her vibration rung loud
On smoke he did choke, when Dragonfly spoke
“How ‘bout you and me, sit for chat and for tea?”
Comfortable mushroom for a stool, tea cup manufactured from Daffodil
In a puddle her face was reflected, magnetic conversation connected
She spoke of games and music, and that universal law, “use it or lose it”
The day is for play, so don’t waste it away
Fun to strum air guitar and dance like a drunk star
Laugh at yourself and with everyone else
Like a crazy diamond shine, for now is the time
These things he meditated and then contemplated
Those circle in crops, quantum physics unlocks
Sound is the key, sonics solve mystery
Written in light or wave formation, dimensions shared in one vibration
Sorrowful sigh from Dragonfly. She said “Earth will revolt, look at the sky”
“See clouds of ash, or look at the sea. At the gulf filling with oil and tragedy
The time is here to implement change. In self, in planet, on all cosmic plane
This warning foretold, scared not Nerrad the troll
For he knew it true, the Earth had to undo
To cleanse the vibration for the planets salvation
He learnt the importance of every soul,
to live in their hearts and lessen the toll
To not be distracted or self obsessed,
To practice compassion for here now we are blessed
The wisdom shared he could not deny,
but the night was over, goodbye Dragonfly
He hurried on home dodging the rain,
He hoped it would be soon that they’d talk again
There was something else he had remember,
That was; fear not 2012 23rd of December
For much has been written and plenty said,
Aquarian golden vibration is not to be feared
Wish you were here.
His odd reggae boots and a pack full of fruits
He had heard playing with elemental, could prove detrimental
That cat like curiosity, for himself he had to see
Humming as hiking, glad he’d bought pipe with him
Smoking along, with patchwork song
Off the path, lit by moon, he heard laugh then echo tune
Then, dart from the sky. Swooped Dragonfly
A silver trail and proud, her vibration rung loud
On smoke he did choke, when Dragonfly spoke
“How ‘bout you and me, sit for chat and for tea?”
Comfortable mushroom for a stool, tea cup manufactured from Daffodil
In a puddle her face was reflected, magnetic conversation connected
She spoke of games and music, and that universal law, “use it or lose it”
The day is for play, so don’t waste it away
Fun to strum air guitar and dance like a drunk star
Laugh at yourself and with everyone else
Like a crazy diamond shine, for now is the time
These things he meditated and then contemplated
Those circle in crops, quantum physics unlocks
Sound is the key, sonics solve mystery
Written in light or wave formation, dimensions shared in one vibration
Sorrowful sigh from Dragonfly. She said “Earth will revolt, look at the sky”
“See clouds of ash, or look at the sea. At the gulf filling with oil and tragedy
The time is here to implement change. In self, in planet, on all cosmic plane
This warning foretold, scared not Nerrad the troll
For he knew it true, the Earth had to undo
To cleanse the vibration for the planets salvation
He learnt the importance of every soul,
to live in their hearts and lessen the toll
To not be distracted or self obsessed,
To practice compassion for here now we are blessed
The wisdom shared he could not deny,
but the night was over, goodbye Dragonfly
He hurried on home dodging the rain,
He hoped it would be soon that they’d talk again
There was something else he had remember,
That was; fear not 2012 23rd of December
For much has been written and plenty said,
Aquarian golden vibration is not to be feared
Wish you were here.
Chapter 11.
It was in forest that troll, suddenly fell through hole
After berries ingested, could be magic he guessed
Removed from this dimension, metamorphic reality suspension
Then hole revealed galactic wisdom, troll was traveling through Solar System
To TRITON the largest moon, satellite of planet NEPTUNE
Has cryogeysers composed of nitrogen,
Minus 200 C covered with ice of nitrogen and methane
Cruising in the troposphere of SATURN,
Under the most magnificent ring pattern
Overhead 75,000 kilometers or more, the white icy rings soar
In the sky 6 crescent moons, ammonia clouds swiftly zoom
The fastest winds in the Solar System, ring shine illuminates everything
Below on the surface is a global ocean, of liquid metallic hydrogen
ENCELADUS SATURNS 6th largest moon,
Has geysers spewing many a huge ice crystal plume
On MIMAS another moon of SATURN,
The HERSHEL CRATER is a huge indentation
With a peak in the centre 6,500 meters or more
Surrounded by crater wall raising up from basin floor
Next stop, JUPITERS giant RED SPOT,
A massive anticyclone that will never stop
8 Kilometers above clouds it rises,
Crackling lightening bolt pulverizes
Mega storm in a counter clockwise direction,
7 days to complete just one rotation
Turbulence deafening brutal power, swirling at 400 kilometers an hour
400 hundred years spinning in JUPITERS southern hemisphere
Two planets EARTH size would easily fit in there
Onto MARS, stood on edge of MARINER VALLRY,
So wide, other side is a strain to see
6 Kilometers deep, tectonic crack that’s gigantic
Stretching around a quarter of the planet
MERCURYS orbit is very elliptical,
Making sunrise and sunset a brilliant spectacle
The SUN appears to rise and set twice in a Mercurian day
The SUN rises, stops, moves back, stops and then arcs on its way
To the MOON, EARTHS unnatural satellite,
On PERCY CRATER are peaks of eternal light
The SUN never sets here an unusual condition,
Only occurs in this region of our Solar system
Home in the MILKY WAY, a tiny blue dot, EARTH
One of many galaxies in the infinite universe
Content here, now, after a glimpse of our vast Solar System
He knew he was blessed to witness this beautiful vision
Trip completed, returning to where he belong
Nerrad slowly awoke, smiling at edge of Dawn
Dawn smiled back with a caution for Nerry
“Next time in the forest, avoid magic berry”.
After berries ingested, could be magic he guessed
Removed from this dimension, metamorphic reality suspension
Then hole revealed galactic wisdom, troll was traveling through Solar System
To TRITON the largest moon, satellite of planet NEPTUNE
Has cryogeysers composed of nitrogen,
Minus 200 C covered with ice of nitrogen and methane
Cruising in the troposphere of SATURN,
Under the most magnificent ring pattern
Overhead 75,000 kilometers or more, the white icy rings soar
In the sky 6 crescent moons, ammonia clouds swiftly zoom
The fastest winds in the Solar System, ring shine illuminates everything
Below on the surface is a global ocean, of liquid metallic hydrogen
ENCELADUS SATURNS 6th largest moon,
Has geysers spewing many a huge ice crystal plume
On MIMAS another moon of SATURN,
The HERSHEL CRATER is a huge indentation
With a peak in the centre 6,500 meters or more
Surrounded by crater wall raising up from basin floor
Next stop, JUPITERS giant RED SPOT,
A massive anticyclone that will never stop
8 Kilometers above clouds it rises,
Crackling lightening bolt pulverizes
Mega storm in a counter clockwise direction,
7 days to complete just one rotation
Turbulence deafening brutal power, swirling at 400 kilometers an hour
400 hundred years spinning in JUPITERS southern hemisphere
Two planets EARTH size would easily fit in there
Onto MARS, stood on edge of MARINER VALLRY,
So wide, other side is a strain to see
6 Kilometers deep, tectonic crack that’s gigantic
Stretching around a quarter of the planet
MERCURYS orbit is very elliptical,
Making sunrise and sunset a brilliant spectacle
The SUN appears to rise and set twice in a Mercurian day
The SUN rises, stops, moves back, stops and then arcs on its way
To the MOON, EARTHS unnatural satellite,
On PERCY CRATER are peaks of eternal light
The SUN never sets here an unusual condition,
Only occurs in this region of our Solar system
Home in the MILKY WAY, a tiny blue dot, EARTH
One of many galaxies in the infinite universe
Content here, now, after a glimpse of our vast Solar System
He knew he was blessed to witness this beautiful vision
Trip completed, returning to where he belong
Nerrad slowly awoke, smiling at edge of Dawn
Dawn smiled back with a caution for Nerry
“Next time in the forest, avoid magic berry”.
Chapter 12.
On a cold, wet winter day Nerrad had come along,
To learn and listen to Medicines Crows song
As he relaxed into familiar daze,
Third eye reawaken as Crows gang played
Crow had taken him to land of imagine
Where third dimension constraints he could abandon
Down 7 steps, through door onto path
Bottom of hill to the circle in grass
In circle colours of red, gold and green,
Nerrad sat energizing and thus begun dream
The journey started where ocean meets beach,
There was a spider with a boat made of leaf
Invited on board spider navigated the sea,
To continent of Columbus, the land of the free
The ocean was kind, the voyage was fast
“Do you know why you’re here?” Daddy long legs asked
Nerrad shook his head, he hadn’t a clue
Spider reminded him with a whisper spoke true
“To heal you need to forgive those who've caused harm,
Cos your trophies and badges are weighing you down”.
Nerrad said he can’t, the man has been up to no good,
Spider replied “Get off the cross, we need the wood”.
Without laying eyes on the man who caused pain
Nerrad projected forgiveness and gratitude without blame
We all have lessons and all life is sacred,
Daddy long legs commended, the healing celebrated
Then Raven took troll to ceremony on beach
Where the nation tribes had gathered and prepared a huge feast
A massive fire was burning to acknowledge the healing
As troll had released pain and other dark feelings
The bonfire attracted winged creatures of the night,
Spectacular dragonfly arrested Nerrads sight
They danced around fire in step and in tune,
They sung, they chanted, they howled at the moon
The tribes partied on as the fire burned bright
As they enjoyed the beach a secret delight
The lesson learned was to forgive the past,
Trophies of suffering are not meant to last
Dump out the trash with love and gratitude
Heal, be alive, now, with a harmonious attitude
Awareness confirmed with many synchronicities
Celebrate this experience, release pain and be free
Then almost immediately rewards from great spirit
Adventure and desires gifted as he earned it
The sun started it’s daily ascend,
Nerrad knew it time for adventure to end
Back to bottom of hill to circle in grass
Up 7 steps, through door at end of path
He had forgiven and blessed with Daddy long legs
The ceremony and that night he’d never forget
Thanks to Crow and his band of talented musicians
For the journey, the healing and the sharing of wisdom
To learn and listen to Medicines Crows song
As he relaxed into familiar daze,
Third eye reawaken as Crows gang played
Crow had taken him to land of imagine
Where third dimension constraints he could abandon
Down 7 steps, through door onto path
Bottom of hill to the circle in grass
In circle colours of red, gold and green,
Nerrad sat energizing and thus begun dream
The journey started where ocean meets beach,
There was a spider with a boat made of leaf
Invited on board spider navigated the sea,
To continent of Columbus, the land of the free
The ocean was kind, the voyage was fast
“Do you know why you’re here?” Daddy long legs asked
Nerrad shook his head, he hadn’t a clue
Spider reminded him with a whisper spoke true
“To heal you need to forgive those who've caused harm,
Cos your trophies and badges are weighing you down”.
Nerrad said he can’t, the man has been up to no good,
Spider replied “Get off the cross, we need the wood”.
Without laying eyes on the man who caused pain
Nerrad projected forgiveness and gratitude without blame
We all have lessons and all life is sacred,
Daddy long legs commended, the healing celebrated
Then Raven took troll to ceremony on beach
Where the nation tribes had gathered and prepared a huge feast
A massive fire was burning to acknowledge the healing
As troll had released pain and other dark feelings
The bonfire attracted winged creatures of the night,
Spectacular dragonfly arrested Nerrads sight
They danced around fire in step and in tune,
They sung, they chanted, they howled at the moon
The tribes partied on as the fire burned bright
As they enjoyed the beach a secret delight
The lesson learned was to forgive the past,
Trophies of suffering are not meant to last
Dump out the trash with love and gratitude
Heal, be alive, now, with a harmonious attitude
Awareness confirmed with many synchronicities
Celebrate this experience, release pain and be free
Then almost immediately rewards from great spirit
Adventure and desires gifted as he earned it
The sun started it’s daily ascend,
Nerrad knew it time for adventure to end
Back to bottom of hill to circle in grass
Up 7 steps, through door at end of path
He had forgiven and blessed with Daddy long legs
The ceremony and that night he’d never forget
Thanks to Crow and his band of talented musicians
For the journey, the healing and the sharing of wisdom
Chapter 13.
Nerrad the troll went out one cold winter night,
To sit in Crows circle, to create cocoon made of colours and light.
He learnt of bodily system called endocrine,
And how each chakra resonates to a particular chime.
These spinning wheels of light each have a colour associated,
But can store old beliefs and patterns which no longer serve us.
Containing records of every experience , thought and deed,
Interconnecting, interacting, processing energy.
With a deep Dolphin breath, three times in and out,
The medicine man explained what the cocoon was about.
With left hand on the base, over testes (in woman ovaries),
Breathe in a rich red to the vibration of low C,
Each breathe moving up from feet, knees to waist,
Over back, top of head around the front of face.
Down to toes, beautiful red aura glows,
Inhaling healing, exhaling that which no longer flows.
Aura held in place creates a lightness sensation,
A the drum thumped to hold the rhythm for this meditation.
Next is the orange Sacral chakra and the Pancreas gland,
Toned to note D and cupped by the right hand.
Left hand stays at base to keep the energy flow hostage,
Only the right hand does the moving throughout this practice.
Orange this time is breathed in over the red,
And follows same pattern from foot up over head.
Keep the orange light over the red, yellow is the colour nexts,
For the Adrenal gland and chakra Solar Plexus.
Tuned to note E to balance the physical plane,
Of the red, orange and yellow, each breath feeling lighter and lighter again.
The green colour is the heart and the Astral bridge,
When tuned to tone F is where we should all aim to live.
The Thymus gland is essential for the immune system,
Heart chakra unites the physical and the spiritual dimension.
The first of the celestial colours is blue,
Where the Thyroid keeps body systems active and helps communicate truth.
Left hand stays on the base, right hand now on throat,
Breathing in blue healing light, Nerrad started to float.
The rainbow cocoon was now taking form and effect,
G note resonated, the medicine man was not finished yet.
Moving left hand to forehead brow, purple in colour,
The Pineal gland, gateway to spiritual power.
Vibrating to a tone A, higher wisdom is gained from an open third eye,
Within the healing cocoon of rainbow colour, Nerrad did fly.
Chakra seven, the crown, pituitary gland tuned to note B
Some say colour violet or crystalline white energy.
With hands on crown and base chakra and in rainbow cocoon,
Breathing and healing, Nerrad took flight, that night, in the room.
A high C sounded, a flute did Crow play,
Music stopped, healing completed. Dis-ease breathed away.
With a smile and a hug, it was time Nerrad departed,
Balanced mind, body and soul. A troll feeling whole hearted.
To sit in Crows circle, to create cocoon made of colours and light.
He learnt of bodily system called endocrine,
And how each chakra resonates to a particular chime.
These spinning wheels of light each have a colour associated,
But can store old beliefs and patterns which no longer serve us.
Containing records of every experience , thought and deed,
Interconnecting, interacting, processing energy.
With a deep Dolphin breath, three times in and out,
The medicine man explained what the cocoon was about.
With left hand on the base, over testes (in woman ovaries),
Breathe in a rich red to the vibration of low C,
Each breathe moving up from feet, knees to waist,
Over back, top of head around the front of face.
Down to toes, beautiful red aura glows,
Inhaling healing, exhaling that which no longer flows.
Aura held in place creates a lightness sensation,
A the drum thumped to hold the rhythm for this meditation.
Next is the orange Sacral chakra and the Pancreas gland,
Toned to note D and cupped by the right hand.
Left hand stays at base to keep the energy flow hostage,
Only the right hand does the moving throughout this practice.
Orange this time is breathed in over the red,
And follows same pattern from foot up over head.
Keep the orange light over the red, yellow is the colour nexts,
For the Adrenal gland and chakra Solar Plexus.
Tuned to note E to balance the physical plane,
Of the red, orange and yellow, each breath feeling lighter and lighter again.
The green colour is the heart and the Astral bridge,
When tuned to tone F is where we should all aim to live.
The Thymus gland is essential for the immune system,
Heart chakra unites the physical and the spiritual dimension.
The first of the celestial colours is blue,
Where the Thyroid keeps body systems active and helps communicate truth.
Left hand stays on the base, right hand now on throat,
Breathing in blue healing light, Nerrad started to float.
The rainbow cocoon was now taking form and effect,
G note resonated, the medicine man was not finished yet.
Moving left hand to forehead brow, purple in colour,
The Pineal gland, gateway to spiritual power.
Vibrating to a tone A, higher wisdom is gained from an open third eye,
Within the healing cocoon of rainbow colour, Nerrad did fly.
Chakra seven, the crown, pituitary gland tuned to note B
Some say colour violet or crystalline white energy.
With hands on crown and base chakra and in rainbow cocoon,
Breathing and healing, Nerrad took flight, that night, in the room.
A high C sounded, a flute did Crow play,
Music stopped, healing completed. Dis-ease breathed away.
With a smile and a hug, it was time Nerrad departed,
Balanced mind, body and soul. A troll feeling whole hearted.
Chapter 14.
Ahh! Saturday exhaled Nerrad the troll,
A chance to wonder and wander, off set he for a stroll.
Through the forest he trekked ‘til he came to the beach,
Inhaling salty sea breeze, listening to the ocean and that it could teach.
Breathing out healing to reach those he can’t touch,
Blessed is the water we depend on so much.
Turtle appears, emerging from sea, slowly up the shore,
Nerrad acknowledged Turtle an opportunity to learn more.
More ancient than any other vertebrate animal,
Uniting heaven and Earth purpose of the turtle symbol.
The square underside, Earth, and heaven symbolic as turtles shell,
The way to heaven is through the Earth, turtle did tell.
In mother Earth is all we need, she will care and protect and nurture,
All she asks in return is that we do the same for her.
Turtle said Just as I can’t separate myself from my shell,
You Troll, can not separate from what you do to the Earth as well.
Recognize abundance and remember turtle speed,
It doesn’t have to gotten quickly or immediately.
Getting connected to your primal essence is another Turtle sign,
When ready, come out of your shell to express ideas, take your time.
Too much too soon can upset the natural flow,
When a hectic life misses opportunities Turtle keeps metabolism slow.
Faerie realms are associated with areas along the shore,
And the Turtle is known as the keeper to the door.
Wise Turtle lives a great age and has all the time in the world,
Suddenly a gust blew across beach making Turtle twirl,
Flipped onto his back, using his strong neck and head to right himself,
When your world goes topsy turvy use your head to correct yourself
Turtle carries home and shelter on his back,
The shell is the backbone and ribs and protective place to retract.
Turtle uses the sun to replenish vitamin D,
Turtle is a symbol for motherhood, lunar cycles and longevity.
Representing groundedness and the power of female energies,
Turtle can also be a sign of missed opportunities
Troll held Turtles shell and into the ocean they swum
Across the great oceans a new adventure begun
A chance to wonder and wander, off set he for a stroll.
Through the forest he trekked ‘til he came to the beach,
Inhaling salty sea breeze, listening to the ocean and that it could teach.
Breathing out healing to reach those he can’t touch,
Blessed is the water we depend on so much.
Turtle appears, emerging from sea, slowly up the shore,
Nerrad acknowledged Turtle an opportunity to learn more.
More ancient than any other vertebrate animal,
Uniting heaven and Earth purpose of the turtle symbol.
The square underside, Earth, and heaven symbolic as turtles shell,
The way to heaven is through the Earth, turtle did tell.
In mother Earth is all we need, she will care and protect and nurture,
All she asks in return is that we do the same for her.
Turtle said Just as I can’t separate myself from my shell,
You Troll, can not separate from what you do to the Earth as well.
Recognize abundance and remember turtle speed,
It doesn’t have to gotten quickly or immediately.
Getting connected to your primal essence is another Turtle sign,
When ready, come out of your shell to express ideas, take your time.
Too much too soon can upset the natural flow,
When a hectic life misses opportunities Turtle keeps metabolism slow.
Faerie realms are associated with areas along the shore,
And the Turtle is known as the keeper to the door.
Wise Turtle lives a great age and has all the time in the world,
Suddenly a gust blew across beach making Turtle twirl,
Flipped onto his back, using his strong neck and head to right himself,
When your world goes topsy turvy use your head to correct yourself
Turtle carries home and shelter on his back,
The shell is the backbone and ribs and protective place to retract.
Turtle uses the sun to replenish vitamin D,
Turtle is a symbol for motherhood, lunar cycles and longevity.
Representing groundedness and the power of female energies,
Turtle can also be a sign of missed opportunities
Troll held Turtles shell and into the ocean they swum
Across the great oceans a new adventure begun